i keep crying. i really dont know what to do and how to end this.
when leaving is so hurt and keeping up is just as bad.
like i dont have any options. why i write it here? no worries folks, he wont even read this. he doesnt even remember how to spell vie-van-allegre. so, 90% chance is it wont make much difference on writing it here or not.
i wish someone would make this stop.
the crying, i mean.