I Wonder, if you have been my knight all along

I wonder if you have been here all along. I wonder if you have been watching me all these times. I wonder if you silently giving me my own space to grow. I wonder if you have been letting me do my mistakes, to grow from it. I wonder if you have been believing that you also need your time to grow. I wonder if you have been protecting me without showing it. I wonder if you have been noticing what I am up to in the middle of the night. I wonder, if you have been my knight all along.

I wonder, if you have been hurt. I wonder, if you wished I dont get hurt. I wonder, if you have been trusting me, trusting that I will be home to you again. I wonder, if you prayed at night wishing for my happiness. I wonder, if you have been understanding my silly dreams. I wonder, if you have been always wanting me to be happy. I wonder, if you have been my knight all along.

I wonder, if you have been worried. I wonder, if you have been smiling upon seeing my attitude. I wonder, if you have been trying hard not to over-show it. I wonder, if you have been wanting to say a lot of things to me. I wonder, if you have been always at loss for words. I wonder, if you have been my knight all along.

I wonder, if you have been angry to people who hurt me. I wonder, if you have been watching me closely to see where I am standing right now. I wonder, if you have been curious to know what places I have been to. I wonder, if you have been wishing to see those places with me. I wonder, if you have been telling yourself to be patient, that someday I’ll be on your arms. I wonder, if you have been my knight all along.

I wonder, if you have been fighting the world so they will shut up and not telling me, that for all these times, you have been my knight. All. Along.